Change of feeling. Oh so fast.

Thought I'd be alright but no.

I want to just leave and ride on my bike

and just take time off life.

I won't cry, I already promised myself.

But what the hell Alex.

Anyways, the Rolling Stones' 'FOOL TO CRY'. isn't helping very much.

Ah!

:'(

Ok So I'll just do it so I feel better inside. I must say that it feels weird crying and laughing at myself at the same time.

Hm, I can't really be serious about crying holy shit! I haven't cried in a while.

I'll stop writing; don't want feelings to come onto here.

I promise I'll start writing about skating more!

AH! but I hate this.

Where's a mother when you need a hug :(